写下这段文字的时候,我就要离开西安了,即将前往那个美丽的海滨城市，那个 ２０年前曾经居住过的地方，心里有许许多多的不舍，不过就象我从前说过的，this is just only the beginning....从此开始新的生活，或许这也是我长久以来一直期待的．．是该出去走走了，现在的我已经做好的所有的准备，整装待发．相信靠我的努力，会有美好的收获的．．想想这些年发生的事情，感觉一切就象做梦一样，那些人．那些事．．我永远都会记得．
刚才下载了Mimi 90年在Grammy上表演的《Vision Of Love》，感觉似乎我的时光也回到了那个时候。想想当初第一次听到这首歌的时候，就完全被mimi的嗓音所震撼了，从此义无反顾的做了mimi 16年的歌迷。她是一个永远不会带给我失望的歌手，我非常庆幸我在一个正确的时间看到了一个正确的节目听到了她的歌曲；她是一个优秀的歌手，以至于在这16年里，我都可以骄傲的告诉所有的人，我最爱的歌手是Mariah Carey；她是一个虔诚的歌手，她相信上帝的存在，以至于在每一张专辑里，都不会忘记表达自己的对于上帝的感恩；她也是一个坚强的歌手，她用《Hero》鼓励了每一个听过它的人，即使在最艰难的时期，当所有的人都抛弃她的时候，她依旧可以唱着《Hero》对自己微笑。
在今年的Grammy上，我再度看到了那个坚强的她。尽管她已经不再像16年前那么年轻，尽管她的嗓音已经不如16年前那么冲破云霄，但是我看着她的表演，看到她最后那几乎要冲破Grammy屋顶的高音，我发觉自己流泪了……一直都以为自己喜欢mimi是因为她的嗓音，因为她的歌，但是我发现我错了，她给了我一种信仰，无论在任何时候都不要放弃自己的梦想，她不止一次在歌曲里告诉我们，Hold on, there will be tomorrow. and in time, you'll find the way.
时隔16年，我也从一个懵懂的小男孩长为了一个即将进入社会的大学生，在这16年里，我的生活同样经历了各种波折，up and down，但是，始终陪伴着我的，就有mimi的音乐。从青涩走向成熟，我很感激一路上有她的歌声陪伴我。这次看Grammy的表演，更让我的意识到了，自己怎么能够轻言放弃呢？不能战胜自己，这样的人生又有什么意义呢？谁都不愿意成为生活的弱者，但是却没有多少人愿意为自己而拼搏。mimi做到了，所以她是一个成功的歌者，然而她一直鼓励着的我，又怎么样呢？往者已矣 来者可追…… 希望在我今后的人生道路上，依旧有mimi的歌声相伴，想必我一定会充满勇气。
Don't let the world break me tonight I need the strength of You by my side Sometimes this life can be so cold I pray You'll come and carry me home
haha~i am still who i am.come through those days,those crazy days.i find that just treat me kind,i don't need anyone's love,love it's just rubbish. i don't need it at all.i am free of my burden now. i just wanna play...until i am too tired to stop....just make the most of my life. to D.i know we can only be friends`~~we made love but didn't fall in love~~~~~think that you only be the prey in my bed`i think all i need now is just the artificial sweet..i am cool now.won't let anyone to make me over...i will play the emotion of anyone who give his heart to me... just me~~~~~!!
There's a hero 有一位英雄 If you look inside your heart 如果你探寻内心 You don't have to be afraid 你不必害怕 Of what you are自己是什么 There's an answer 有一种答案 If you reach into your soul 如果你深入自己的灵魂 And the sorrow that you know 你所经历的痛苦 Will melt away将随之消散
And then a hero comes along 会有一位英雄向你走来 With the strength to carry on 带着继续奋斗的力量 And you cast your fears aside 你会把恐惧抛开 And you know you can survive 你知道自己能挺过来 So when you feel like hope is gone 所以当你感到希望似乎破灭 Look inside you and be strong 审视自己，保持坚强 And you'll finally see the truth 最终你将明白 That a hero lies in you 英雄气魄就在你身上
It's a long road 漫漫长路 When you face the world alone 当你独自面对世界 No one reaches out a hand 没有人伸出手 For you to hold 让你握住 You can find love 你一定能找到爱 If you search within yourself 如果能在自己身上找到勇气 And the emptiness you felt 你曾感到的空虚 Will disappear 将会消失
Lord knows 上天知道 Dreams are hard to follow 梦想难以追求 But don't let anyone 但是别让任何人 Tear them away 把它们打消
Hold on坚持住 There will be tomorrow还有明天 In time最终 You'll find the way你会找到自己的
I try to forget this one!!!although he has brought me so much happiness.but now...i just don't know what to do~how to deal with it~how to control myself!may be the love we used to have isn't the same!!!i really don't know~~~~~and may be i have to live alone again just by my side.and cry myself to sleep.and the one that i love don't love me~may be inexorable don't love me~!and i just like a clown~what a fool!!!tonight no one can tell me how to do!i feel so cold now~i think i need his touch~but where is the love? May be next i won't put myself in love again!and i won't love anyone~just wanna be a love cheater~Dannis i've told you what i think.and what is your feeling now?????tell me your feeling~and what i need is just a message from you! And to H.must thing that i'm an actor cause you play the role?if my life is a movie can i direct.your performance isn't working so please get off my set. sorry if i am real with this.but iam no longer felling it.hope you can deal with it.i gonna keep it moving.you wanna get back with me.NO NO i'm cool! And i think i can survive myself~and be happy~just hold on and there will be tomorrow.in time you'll find the way!never give up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!just be myself and won't change it for anyone! and i'll do it on my own!i never had the chance to do things my way.but now it's time for me to take control!!!!!!!
[[mp=250,50]http://yyttgx.ting163.cn/5acd/00159/09.Wma[/mp] The first time i ever saw your face.i felt trumbling heart And second time.i felt deeply love. The very thought of you alone can drive me crazy! And i would give up anything to hold you near.just by my side cause i need you baby and i love you! I will not be shame to things that i try to hide.one day i will tell the whole world.i'm your boy i'm your boy! You're the only one have the magic that make me think of you all day.i need to feel your touch! I'd give my all to have just one more night with you.i always try my best to control my emotions.but finally i fail.oh my baby when you left i lost a part of me.it's still so hard to believe.so come back baby.we belong together!!!!! It's cold outside and still cold in my heart.i used to shy to tell you that i love you.but i am free of control to tell you.BABY I LOVE YOU! with all my heart and soul.and i still remember that we made love tendly and softly that made me feel so high! Baby i can't forget your smell.your touch.your lips.your eyes.your skin...... May be you think i'm a fool.but i'll tell you there will always be a boy stand here.wait for you.care for you!with open arms!!!!!!!!until forever!!!!! And the boy is ME!!!!!!!!! to be continued!
